my thought and daily diary

Orang kata jangan cuba sharing what you feel on media social. Just don't. But for me, it's not healthy. You know your circle will not understand what you feel what you alami. They're just not understand. Why you bothering to story sedangkan mereka really doesn't care about you. All they do is shut you back. Make a joke and make a fun. I know if they care, they just lend me their ear. Be a good listener. And motivate me. But no. 

So I don't have siapa siapa tempat mengadu. Why not I just sharing my feeling towards this platform. Sekurang-kurangnya, orang yang baca and officially can be my listener. Pendam somethings it's not quite good. It's make you down slowly. 😩

Sometimes, I love to hear someone is sure dengan apa yang I cuba sampaikan while perkara itu salah but then you can betulkan and give a solution or any advices and more important is motivating me. It's simple. But not everyone can do. 

I know no one will read this. It's my diary

My everyday is so ordinary. I am in a safe zone. Really, I sudah bosan dengan kehidupan ini. Nope. It's doesn't mean that I'm quit. I just need some air. Fresh air. Can I? I perlukan suasana baru. Persekitaran baru. New people and so on. I hate this feeling. But I think it's normal to feel that way. Because sometimes I need out of the way from the safest zone. So exhausted my routine doing the same things. My career?  Yup I am not enjoyed it anymore. Me getting down. I am not happy anymore. I want to go back home. 😢